Must Read: My Life At Thirty (18+)… Part 14, 15 ,16, 17, 18, 19, 20

my life at thirty part 14

As i was praying, i noticed that Ezekiel opened the door of my room from the kitchen, he opened twice but didn’t enter when he realized i was praying but by the time he came back the third time, i was through. He greeted me, initially i didn’t want to answer but i remembered what Ismaeel always tell me to always try as possible to leave in peace with each other, he always said we must accept individual the way they are and never try to judge anybody.Ezekiel: Good evening Alfa,Me: Good evening Ezekiel…
Ezekiel: emmm…emmm, Alfa, am sorry forMe: Sorry for what Ezekiel, its nothing..i wanted to come and charge my phone before but never knew you had a visitor, i should have been the one to tell you sorry for intruding into your privacy. Am very sorryEzekiel: privacy as how..its not the way you think jhoorMe: okay oo but you need to take it easy EzekielEzekiel: What will i do now Alfa, if i decided to take it easy and the girls doesn’t want to take it easy with me nko? What will i do?Me: You have a fiancée, so you need to be satisfied with her..even though i know for sure that the bible will never support fornication but you shouldn’t add adultery to it. Am not judging you Ezekiel because its only God that can judge all of us, but once you decide on one person to date i believe you should stick to it. Even if you are not following the word of God, at least you will think of the repercussion, AIDS is real Ezekiel and there are so many STD’s out thereEzekiel: I know all this Alfa, that is why there is always condom. The funniest thing is that i didn’t go to her o..she forced herself on meMe: Even if she try to force herself on you cant you restrict it?Ezekiel: Its not everything you restrict Alfa, there are some meat that ought to be eaten that once you don’t eat it at that particular time, you will regret it for lifeMe: Its not all meat you eat oo…there are some meat that you eat and the bone in it will hang on your throatEzekiel: Not like this one alfa..you see why am even here is for me to come and plead to you not to let anybody hear about what you saw tonight Alfa, you know its a thing of shame to herMe: What is the shame thereEzekiel: 400level having S£x with 200level student, she will never be able to cope with the shame for life as people will definitely mock her if they know about it. That is why am coming to plead to youMe: when you know its a shameful act why did you indulge in itEzekiel: Its one of those things, body will definitely ask for it..Alfa please i don’t want any body to hear about this not even Ismaeel that is your room mateMe: okay…have heard you but you guys should desist from it because how will your fiancée feel that you are cheating on herEzekiel: who is my fiancée? Titi?Me: Yes now….Ezekiel: forget it ooo Alfa, Titi is just my school girlfriend, am even looking for a way to ditch her self because she is feeling more comfortable now and have already told her that we wont be staying together this session as i want to concentrate and build my CGPA. Result is coming out now and am in 3rd class, i want to build it to at least strong second class lower this session and i don’t want any distractionMe: what about Esther? Wont she be a distraction?Ezekiel: This one? We have nothing for each other now…..Me: nothing for each other? No feelings, love or whatsoeverEzekiel: that is it ooo Alfa, there is nothing of such, she is older than me now…we are only enjoying ourselves. Even if am your brother will you advice me to date someone that is older than me by 3 years?Me: But you can have S£x with someone that is older than you by 3 years Ezekiel….Ezekiel: Do you know what they call FWB?Me: Whats FWB?Ezekiel:its called friends with benefit Alfa..Esther is my friend and the benefit she’s getng from me is that i will be taking her around in my car most times, i will be supporting her financially sometimes while she will always have my comfortability too. The benefit i will derive from her is the S£x that she will be giving me at every point in timeMe: but she also has a boyfriend nowEzekiel: That is how friends with benefits works..to outsiders we are just friends but to us, there are some benefits that are involved. In this kind of game, you don’t care if the other person has a boyfriend or girlfriend, you don’t even care how many they are so far the benefits is mutual, everybody is okayMe: uhmmmmm….am learning something again todayEzekiel: That his how it works Alfa…Me: Oga oo..so, how long has this been going onEzekiel: Sincerely, tonight is the first time we will be having S£x together, even though we have been eyeing our self for long since last semester ever since i came to this hostel. I noticed that she always seduce me but i didn’t give it a face initially, Titi was the one spoiling all the show and it got to a stage that it caused serious problem and led to fight that mummy settled for usMe: Fight? In this hostel?Ezekiel: Yes f course, you are not around that time..so, it has always been like that, even that day they fought i was having the mind to make an attempt on her before Titi walked in and wahala started. Ever since then i have been looking for opportunity but there has never been chance, its either people are home or something and you know this kind of thing is always done codedlyMe: i don’t know ooo..how will i knowEzekiel: so all we have always been doing all this while was just to press Bosom, kiss and all sort but we realized house was dry today and decided to go the full but what we have been running for eventually happened…..Me: all in all, what you are doing is not god and you need to stop itEzekiel: I will stop but Alfa i want you to help us keep this as a secret..please for Allah sakeMe: Mo ti gbo….nobody go hear am from meEzekiel: even Ismaeel oooMe: Nobody will hear it from my mouth i promiseEzekiel: You promise Alfa..Me: yes or are you doubting me?Ezekiel: uhmmmmm AlfaMe: Okay, i swear by this holy quran (pick the quran and held it) that nobody will hear it from me not even IsmaeelEzekiel: Thank you so much AlfaMe: You are welcome and you still need to desist from fornication and adultery Ezekiel, its not good please…Ezekiel: have heard you Alfa…..Ezekiel stood up and went back to his room, i thought he has gone until he opened my room again and this time around he came in with Esther

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Me: what happened again Ezekiel, is it because of this issue you brought Esther here again?Ezekiel: Is not my fault Alfa, she said she wanted to be sure that our secret is safe with youEsther: Alfa please, help us keep this as a secretMe: I already sworn with the holy quran that nobody will hear it from my mouth, not even Ismaeel. My word is always my bond not to talk of using the quran just to affirm all what i saw tonight never happened according to me.Esther: Thanks so much Alfa….Ezekiel: Ya Alfa, had it been you always do like that, i would have love we go out tonight just to enjoy ourselves but i know you don’t do like thatMe: like what? I don’t do anything ooo..please i want to prayEzekiel: You never pray finish Alfa? You wan wait collect answer from God tonight?Me: Prayer is never too much EzekielEsther: Lets go jhoor..bad boy, you think everybody go be like you wey dey fuccck hin senior?Ezekiel: everybody will never be like me that will fuccck his senior and always make her ask for moreMe: abeg you guys should go, i want to pray….Even though there was no prayer in my plan, i had to use that to send them out of my room as i believe i have had enough of the bad words for the night. After a while, it was past 10, Ezekiel had delayed me with their issue that i didn’t know that time has gone like that and i was seriously hungry because i didn’t eat in the afternoon. I went to the kitchen to prepare eba and warm stew but it was a surprise i saw Esther preparing food in our kitchen…in fact the rice she was cooking was almost done by the time i stepped onto the kitchenEsther: You just want to cook tonight Alfa, its late oooMe: Hunger came in not quite long so i decide to come to the kitchenEsther: hey yah…your rice is part of what i even cookedMe: my rice ke? No oooo…….dont feel like eating rice thank youEsther: No ooo Alfa, so am offering you food for the first time ever and you are rejecting itMe: “if not what happened tonight, have you ever offered me food before” No…dont worry, i will prepare eba now“Ezekiel walked in”Ezekiel: whats up baby (held her by the buttock, kissed her and she responded)Me: Alfa said he is not eating our food ooooEzekiel: why will he said so, dish his food and go and drop it in his room jhoor and don’t allow him light the stove oooThey both held me into ransom, she dished my food and took it to my room and didn’t allow me to lit the stove. I was forced to eat the food that night and i seriously enjoyed it even though i was scared of poisoning but my mind was off it because they dished it from the pot in my presence.

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in the night, i couldn’t sleep but thought of the kind of life Ezekiel was living, the memory of what i saw was not going out of my mind; it was as if someone pasted the picture into my heart couple with all what Ezekiel explained. I didn’t come to term with the friends with benefits stuff as i was hearing the explanation for the first time, i later slept off with my thought.Ismaeel called me later the following morning that it seems he wont be coming home as early as we thought that maybe he will be coming home on Saturday or Sunday because of his engagement where ever he was. I asked him to tell me where he was but he said i shouldn’t worry about it that he will explain everything to me once his back and that was on a Wednesday.From Wednesday to Saturday, it was just me, Ezekiel and esther downstairs, the funniest thing was that Esther didn’t even go to her room again, she was sleeping and staying in Ezekiel’s room. They will go out in Ezekiel’s car, come back later in the day, put on generator anytime there was no power supply and enjoy themselves. In fact they use to on generator over night some times.On Saturday, i told Mr Bolaji, the owner of the coaching centre that i wont be coming again since i will be resuming school and i will be engaged in so many activities but rather than agree with me, he pleaded with me that i should try and manage schooling and the teaching class together. He said he will adjust my class to suit my school time table so that their wont be disturbance and even if there is a clash he can always reschedule his own class for my sake. He even said he was ready to increase my salary to N5,000.I seek the advice of Ismaeel when he came back and he advised me that i should take the offer, in his word 2is it not even better than the free tutorial i used to organized for my course mate. This is a new means of income and with this we can forget about home totally because i believe 5k is enough for our upkeep. I tried to find out about where he went to but he didn’t even give me any concrete answer so i decided to shelve it over with the thought that it was his personal runs or something which he didn’t want me to know about that he went for.First semester 200level resumed fully and it was not different from the way i used my past session but this time around i had to add my coaching class to it. My course mates never stop demanding for tutorials from me, my MSSN contribution was also there as well as my coaching class. In fact it was as if i was a full working class as i do come home around 7pm or 8pm every night.Ismaeel noticed the change of attitude from Ezekiel to me as time goes on, it was a forceful friendship of sought, he always want to talk to me same as Esther. Since i started talking to them, i was also forced to be coming out some night any time am free. If everybody in the hostel was outside gisting and i was not there, Ezekiel will make sure he come and drag me out even though i don’t contribute much to their discussion.

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I remembered the first time i joined them outside, i was just coming back from my coaching class, i greeted everybody as it was a full house, i headed straight to my room and the next statement i heard was “Ismaeel, why is it that Alfa doesn’t like talking to anybody, are we all not close to God as he is?”, i was touched by the statement and had to respond “ahn ahn..No ooo”Esther: Then where are you going to? Why not come and join us hereMe: Am just coming back from school, have not even entered the room and i want to pray tooEsther: Go and pray then come back…at least there is no light and there is heat alsoEzekiel: Abi oo…i even wanted to on generator but this place is still more interesting than being insideMe: Okay, i will come Even though i never meant it when i said i will come, i was later dragged outside by Ezekiel, we gisted about so many things and i couldn’t put my mouth when they were talking about some students in the neighbourhood. From different girl friends to those living family life, i was astonished with all i heard. My conclusion was that just as they were talking about other people that is how people will be talking about us too. I imagine what they would have said behind me.My 100level second semester result was out and it was no surprise that my CGPA was 4.91. Aside Alfa, people started calling me scholar, one of the few in the whole department, even though i heard there are so many people that started so strong in the department just like i was but they will later drop and the worst of it some of them will drop to as low as second class lower, that is the time when econometrics will start coming into bearing but i was so sure that my life will never turn out like that, i was so sure that i will come out with a first class and even if the worst of it, it will be a strong second class upper, the thought of second class upper was not even on my mind at all..My year two was going on normal and i was becoming more and more popular in school, I don’t lack money too and i was still the same reserved person as i was even though have started making friends here and there but i was so selective with the kind of friend that i have. The only people so close to me are my Muslim brothers; the ladies i knew way back then are the hijab sisters that we do one program or the other in MSSN.Back in the hostel, everything was just normal, suddenly we don’t see Titi again at our place nobody knew if she and Ezekiel fought or something. There was drastic change in Ezekiel character; we noticed that so many girls now visit him, from short to tall, fat to thin, different sizes of girls always trooping in to our house all in the name of being his friend. This doesn’t stop Esther from patronizing Ezekiel, at a time i thought if it was love or there was actually something behind it. Despite the fact that Ezekiel hardly sleep alone at home alone, its one different babe to the other every week.Another amazing thing i noticed was that the friendship between Ismaeel and Ezekiel was somehow becoming strong. Sincerely, i never knew what they have in common but Ismaeel is always in Ezekiel’s room and he used to spend the night in his place sometimes. I was in my house this particular afternoon, i was not feeling too well so i didn’t go out which was very unusual. Ismaeel went to school, Ezekiel was around and i don’t even know the lady he was with because he put on the generator. I was just relaxing on bed when i heard someone opened my door

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Even though i was not comfortable with her mode of dressing, i don’t want to look like a pervert and decided to indulge her because that was the first time she was entering our room aside the day i caught her with Ezekiel.Esther: What happened Alfa, you didn’t go out todayMe: yes..am a bit strongEsther:hey yah…pele, have you gone to the clinic?Me: I haven’t but i took anti malaria drug and i will be fineEsther: you better go and treat yourself and stop giving self medicationMe: Its just to see how it goes till tomorrow, if am not relief, i will definitely go to the clinicEsther: O better…….Me: Thanks for your concern…Esther: What are friends for……ehn ehn Alfa, who is with your friend this time around?Me: How will i know? You know i don’t pock nose into people’s affair and i expected you to know better..is he not your boyfriendEsther: ehn…but you are his friend nowMe: Friend ke? You no am neither friend or enemy to any bodyEsther: I hear you..i just hope that the boy wont kill himselfMe: You should safe the advice for him and not meEsther: ehn..ehn Alfa, who is your hajia now? Have not seen anybody with you unlike IsmaeelMe: hajia at this point in time, i don’t think i need anything like that and my religion doesn’t support it……Esther: Is it not the same religion with ismaeel?Me: yes it isEsther: So, what are you telling me or you want to tell me you don’t know he has a girlfriendMe: Yes, i know of Ebun, she is a student of Lead City UniversityEsther: Ebun indeed, so you want to tell me you don’t know Ismaeel is dating AngelaMe: Who is Angela?Esther: My flat mate of course…they have been dating for more than 6 month now, though its coded datingMe: lailai..that is impossible, i trust my brotherEsther: Sit down there Alfa, trust yourself and don’t trust anybody. You don’t do something doesn’t mean another person doesn’t indulge in such act, in fact ismaeel and Ezekiel are almost in the same league or how do you think their friendship is that strong too“what i was hearing from esther was like a miracle as i never believed her, the way i was brought up, it was a way that we don’t believe what someone say about the other person until we confirm it and be sure. We were still discussing when NEPA restored light, in my mind, i think she will start going to her room”Esther: Thank God NEPA has brought light, let me go and bring my charger then continue our gistMe: “what kind of nonsense is this”….okay, no problemShe stepped out of the room and as if she used the speed of the light, she was back just within a minute or so but i heard her saying “stupid boy” on her way entering my room.Me: who is stupid again?Esther: who will it be if not that idiot boy called Ezekiel, he doesn’t even have any feelings at all, no iota of respect for me despite the fact that he knows that i stay in this house but he still has the gut to be bringing in girls to this houseMe: But you know initially now Esther: Sincerely i don’t know he was a dog, i think he was responsible not knowing he is this kind of personMe: But you also have a boyfriend nowEsther: Boyfriend sha…Alfa, abeg leave that one jare, most of the guys of nowadays are not what you take them to be inside, they always look gentle outside but inside they are something else e.g Ismaeel and EzekielMe: why are you so particular about both of themEsther: because they are the ones i know even on my palm, i can describe their character and everything….sometimes, i do wonder how you guys met each other that you start staying together because your characters are distinctively different from each otherMe: “Is Ismaeel that worse”….thieves usually know themselves and i believe that is why you were able to know them better but i don’t believe what you said about IsmaeelEsther: You don’t believe? Don’t worry i will make you believe or is it not Ismaeel that is still begging me for my school daughter yesterday..let me even call him for you to confirm“she picked her phone to call Ismaeel but his number was switched off, “maybe he is in one of his girlfriends house and doesn’t want a disturbance” she said. She started going through the CDs in our roomEsther: Alfa, i know you are the one that always buy all these Islamic stuffs, you guys don’t have films?Me: There are films there now, check very wellEsther: Finally, let me watch this selection.“she slot in a CD and started playing the film”Me: What is the title of this one?Esther: Crying freeman…Me: which one do i even know sefEsther: Ismaeel is the bad guy now and he found the perfect person in you as accomplice for fornicationMe: accomplice? Me? How?Esther: he always use you as excuse to all his girlfriends not to come and look for him at home. They all know he stays with an Alfa who keep beards and his trouser not always touching ground. So instead of coming here, he prefer going to their place. She do bring them home once in a while when you are not at home and anytime you are home, he always use Ezekiel’s room…That is my grudge with that stupid guy, not only that he is a womanizer but he also turn his room to hotel where guys have S£x with different kind of girlsEzekiel: I heard my name..what are you guys saying about me..Yalufa, i even thought Ismaeel is the one home that is why i didn’t knock..am sorry jareEsther: so, you came to check your crime partner if he is around Ezekiel: Who is my crime partner?Esther: You guys know yourselves, seems your visitor has gone because this one you are here, i don’t want problem ooo“baby”, that is what we heard from the kitchenEsther: they are calling you abegEsther pushed Ezekiel out of the room through where he came from back to the kitchen. She continue watching her film and i find a way to shift the discussion to another topic entirely, even though i was not interested in the film, she talked me into watching it as i couldn’t help but stare at her provocative cloth, i tried to put my mind off it but my eyes always glance through her, most especially her cleavage which send signal down to my deek bt i tried as much as possible to cover it up. 

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When i wanted to pray, i gave her something like a scarf to put on her head and we continue watching the film after my prayer. I lost interest in the film when i realized there were so many S£x scenes in the film even though she tried to talk me through it. She left my room close to 7pm when someone called her that he is waiting for her by her entrance.Over the next few days, the thought of all i heard from Esther didn’t get out of my mind, could it be true that brother Ismaeel is a womanizer? I don’t have evidence and i cant judge him. What is even the tendency that Esther didn’t tell me all that just to cause problem between me and my brother. They might be jealous of our closeness and for her to tell me all those stuff but the question was, when she accused Ezekiel of coming to check on his crime partner he didn’t respond. I tried to take note of Ismaeel movement over these weeks but it was definitely opposite of what Esther told me. In fact i did it to the extent of watching the relationship between him and Angela but from my observation, they were sworn enemy. They always argue with each other and there was a time there argument almost turn to fight one evening like that.As the semester was coming to an end, i don’t really know how it happened that I and Esther that we started getting close to each other. Close to each other in terms of talking about personal stuff from life, experiences and academics. I started enjoying her company but i knew my limit, i can never subject myself to body contact with her. I realized Esther respected me a lot and my conversation with her actually change her perception about Alfa who keep beards and doesn’t allow their trouser to touch ground.First semester exam was already here and gone, i wouldn’t lie that it was a tedious task for me combining all my activities together, i nearly broke down during the exam but i Thank God for the strength during the exam. The major cause of it was that our exam period coincides with when IJMB exam was fixed so the student in my coaching class needed me more at that very time and there was no substitute for me at that particular time. From class to class tutorials, to mosque tutorial and my coaching class.It was during 200level second semester exam period i met Aisha in the mosque, even though she has always been constant in tutorial class but we hardly talk to each other aside greeting. Aisha was a 200level finance student, the first thing that happened was that we exchanged number and she started calling to find about my well being at every point in time. Aisha will call me early in the morning, afternoon and evening before going to bed. I didn’t count it as anything though as i believe it was normal friendship.Esther noticed the number that always call me and there was a time she enquired about who she was and i told her everything and it was from her that she i learnt that definitely she has interest in me. I shrug it off and made her understand that i was not ready for something like that but i see her as a friend though. Sincerely i like her as a person because she was so nice to me but i never invited her to my house for once.Ester disturbed me so many times that she wanted to know who the lady was that i should invite her over to our house but i always decline. I don’t want a situation i will invite her and she will be feeling maybe i also have something for her. This lovely Saturday afternoon, i was inside my room when my phone started ringing, it was Esther on the screen of the phone “Alfa, please come to my house now, its very urgent, i have something important to show you”, that was all she said on phone as she cut the call immediately.I started wondering what was it that she wanted to show me that she sounded so urgent on phone, i never thought of any negative thing as i believe we are already so close and we are more like brother and sisters now. I knocked on her door

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Me: salam aleikumVoice: Wa aleikum salamMe: Esther, are you the one that just answered now, it sound so smooth in your mouthEsther: No be you teach me?Me: You called me, what happened? You sounded so urgent on phone…hope no problem Esther“Esther was actually putting on bump short and a tube”I already knew i was in danger because as much as i tried to withstand her, my body has already started failing me. If she had moved closer to me, she would have felt my heartbeat because i was beating so high and hard. My mind has already travelled far as i started thinking of the escape route in case she wanted to try any nonsense. Esther walked a bit to the door and jammed the door.Me: why did you lock the door Esther? What happened? Open the door jhoor..I tried to move to the door and she quickly came to me and held my hand and i heard “Alfa Abdulrahman”I look back and it was Aisha that called my name, i started laughing instantlyEsther: where are you running to beforeMe: Salam Aleikum sister Aisha….So, you were even the one that answered my salamo the other time, i thought it was Esther and she claimed itAisha: Wa Aleikum Salam…..how are youMe: am fine jareEsther: Look at you, you are not even comfortable, you wanted to run away from the room..Me: Look at you, why will i run away, i only wanted to open the door. Are you not my sister again?Esther: i thought as much oooMe: What are you doing here Aisha, how did you guys meet each otherEsther: have been asking you to introduce her to me all this while but you always decline but look at how God work…he definitely work in a miraculous way. She is like a sister to me though because me and her senior sister attended the same secondary school and she told me last week when we talk on phone that her sister is in our school, i located her and it was through our discussion that your name came in.Me: My name came in? How?Esther: she told me she was going for tutorial that day and i asked if she knows you and i was so happy when i heard she was actually the Aisha that me and you always gist aboutMe: uhmmmmEsther: so, i invited her over to my place, since you cant invite her then there is nothing bad there if i invited herMe: ok oooo…yo are welcome sister AishaAisha: I don’t know this is where you stay Alfa Ismaeel…..one of my course mate stays at the next street there and i always pass through front of this placeMe: hey yah..this is where i stay and esther is my sister….sister from another mother ooEsther: o serious at all..dont mind him, am his girlfriend ooo……..Aisha: lolEsther: Aisha has been here for long sha but do you know why i called youMe: why will you call me other than to come and see herEsther: and are you happy seeing her?Me: Will i be sad before?Esther: You see Abdulrahman, ever since i became so close to you, i love you so much and i really like your kind of person. Had it been i can turn back the hands of time, i wouldn’t mind dating you just that i dare not take you home that i want to marry you, my parent will definitely kill me.Be that as it may, i realized if i cant date you, i should take it as a responsibility to make sure you are in safe hands as regards relationship. I know you seriously like Aisha and from my conversation with her, she loves you so much. So, what is stopping you guys from dating each other.I know this might be strange to you because i know you have not had any relationship in the past but everything start in a day, like the adage which says a journey of a thousand miles start in a day. If you said you are not ready for relationship now, at least you will have one when you leave this school. Why not start nurturing it now till you graduate and formalizing it by then will be so easy for you guys after graduation. By then you would have known each other in and out.Aisha i believe is not a small girl too and we have talk a lot before i called you. I had to engage her to be sure she feel the same way just as you before discussing this with youMe: who send you message Esther? Did i tell you i don’t know how to toast?Esther: You know how to toast? You think toasting is like reading your quran? That is what you know how to do best ogbeni AlfaMe: You are not serious…..Esther: maybe i should leave you guys alone to allow you talk it throughMe: No ooo…dont go out ooo, there is nothing to talk throughEsther: ahh..you are too scared jhoor..iru okunrin wo ni e na?…if you said i shouldn’t go out then you guys should start talking, i will be the judge and witness. At least in heaven or what do you muslim call that una own Alu…alu wetyn ooo, aisha tell me nowAisha: AlqiyamatEsther: Yes..Alqiyamat, i will tell Allah that i was the witness then..so, you guys should start talkingI was dumbfounded and didn’t know what to say, there was total silence in the room for like 10mins without any word coming out of either of our mouth